Life is overwhelming some days.
Sometimes I just want to crawl under a rock and have everything done for me...but what would be the point of that?
Things that need to happen in the next 2 months:
-Fix up apartment for renting
-Rent apartment, get down-payment back, and never look back
-Pack up my life into 2 suitcases
-Move cross-continentally (again)
-Find a job
-Find a job
-Find a job
-Win the lottery
-Apply to graduate school
Living here makes me forget about my responsibilities, which is probably why I've not felt this stress for a while. I haven't been worrying about my thousands of dollars of student loans, my health insurance, car insurance, cell phone bill, where I am going to live, how I am going to live with my parents at home again, what the hell I am going to do with my life, starting over in a new state, making new friends (again), starting down a new path.
Sometimes I wonder why I didn't just stay in Austria? Life here is good. I make enough money to pay for myself, I eat well, have free time, health insurance, a gym membership, get plenty of sunshine and exercise, I have great friends, most of whom are staying. Why would I ever want to go anywhere else?
Ahh regret, you old friend, now is not the time.
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